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I love you and am sending you a letter tomorrow.I want you to know I am sorry.

Please, listen I will give you my address but DO NOT write b/c of parents. I will also give you my # but I will call you.I am sorry.Thank you though for believing in me and trusting me.

Your an angel.I am not completely over last nights disagreement and don't want to cause any problems over it. I know what I put you through last night and I understand where you are coming from on the issue but I don't think you know or understand where I stand and what I percieve. I have been in your position several times and know how angry you get and how frusterating it is.
But before I always thought like you did, until I got into the opposite position and trust me, it is miserable.

Either way I go about it, I am still wrong.
It is a long and complicated thing to get over because I can't express my feelings and I can't hold them back either. It will drive me insane if I do and if I don't. What will become of it, i don't know, but I won't stop loving you regardless.
I do believe in fate and have for a long time, and whatever you have been thinking about I would like to hear it.

I won't mention the arguement again and hopefully I will get over it and we can move on. I have a hair apointment at 11:00 and my wax apointment at 1:00 but hopefully I will be able to send you one more email before tonight. I love you dave honestly but at the moment I am feeling really down and discouraged. Please don'ttake my comments wrong and try to understand.

I am sorry and I did overreact but I know you think I appologized for my thoughts and perceptions and that I didn't do. I love you too. I justwant to drop the whole arguement and deal with it by myself. I can work through it and then we can be back to normal. I am really scared of losing you too.

But I don't know what to do, or how to do it, and especially not how to cope alone. I will work it out for you, for us, though. I love you and don't forget that. You are always in my heart and on my mind. I thought of something last night and sorry if you don't like it.

God and I love you the same amount and in the same way. We love you unconditionally and as a soulmate. All you have to do is close your eyes, and we are listening and hearing and understanding. We both love you and understand you and want you with us. I think you know that when you need me I am here, same goes for God.

Most importantly, we both want you to be happy and fulfilled. That is unconditional, no matter what happens Dave, I want you to be happy and fulfilled.